Broken

neverending

Last night I dreamt of you.
I couldn't breathe, I was suffocating. I held you so tight and so close to my heart, just so I could feel your pulse...It dimmed.
I screamed at you, I made sure you knew how much you were killing me, how much I needed you to stay, you told me it''s going to be ok.
You hugged me again.
I begged you to assure me you wouldn't let me go, I begged you Dad, I begged for my life back and I begged for yours.
I woke up thinking you were alive and that you would never leave. The same pain all over again.

I have nothing left to hold on to, I dont recall our last conversation, It's rotting my soul.


I would die for your presence. It's bad again.

What's your damage?

Love's like

the mighty ocean

when it's frozen

that is you heart

Old enough to know better,

Young enough not to care.

How much did it hurt?

And you're amazing just the way you are