Saturday, July 31, 2010

be yourself, everyone else is taken.

Sometimes people really do feel like not wanting to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everything else.
They feel life is caving in on them and they just want to go somewhere else and not feel anything at all.
And I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

And if you don't know what it's like to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone that does.

I would love a dalmation :)



Friday, July 30, 2010

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Smart has the plans, stupid has the stories.


^^FOR SARA COOK ^^


What if?





I need something to believe in, because I don't believe in myself anymore.
I'm sick of tired of going nowhere, I guess it'll all work out.
And I don't mind anymore.
I need someone to put my trust in, Because I'm not trusting myself.
I'm so scared of failure, so scared of success.
I guess it'll all work out.

And maybe, this was it?


    So today is Friday.
I don't feel much connection to anything lately, maybe that's the way it's supposed to be.
Does my existance mean anything to anyone?
Is this it?

'They didn't love their life so much, as to shrink from death,
inspired in their footsteps, we will march ahead,
Don't be shocked that people die, be surprised you're still alive'

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dad

You were pulled from the wreckage. You spent all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that would make it ok. It's hard at the end of the day and you needed some distraction, a beautiful release and memories seep from my veins. hopefully i'll find some peace tonight.