Tuesday, October 5, 2010

neverending

Last night I dreamt of you.
I couldn't breathe, I was suffocating. I held you so tight and so close to my heart, just so I could feel your pulse...It dimmed.
I screamed at you, I made sure you knew how much you were killing me, how much I needed you to stay, you told me it''s going to be ok.
You hugged me again.
I begged you to assure me you wouldn't let me go, I begged you Dad, I begged for my life back and I begged for yours.
I woke up thinking you were alive and that you would never leave. The same pain all over again.

I have nothing left to hold on to, I dont recall our last conversation, It's rotting my soul.


I would die for your presence. It's bad again.


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